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So tired .... no where to rest
My world is like get messy up by $$
Is always $$ that create problem...
First..We have to start saving up (I'm fine with that)
Second..I have to start paying for my own things (ok..since I am going to work)
Now..you want to skip celebrating bro's birthday, just to save money??!! =.=
How much can you save??....
What's next...also want to skip mine?
I don't mind if you want to skip mine, I have been celebrating my birthday long enough
but he has only celebrated how many birthdays only...

I really can't understand...can someone tell me...
Pleaseee...

So many thinks in my mind now..that I wish that it can all be gone...
I can't feel myself anymore...losing the purpose to live
*I will work after school...and find more job to work at night*
If $$ is the problem..then I will make sure it will no longer be a problem..